My Mom got me a copy of the "50th Anniversary Edition" of "To Kill a Mockingbird" for the 30th anniversary of my birth.
Thanks Mom! Books don't get better than that and Moms don't get better than you!
Suddenly I See
If you looked at Google yesterday then you know that yesterday was Mary Blair's 100th Birthday.



"Isn't it sad, growing up? You start off like my Charlies. You start off thinking you can kill all the baddies and save the world. Then you get a little older, maybe Little Bee's age, and you realize that some of the world's badness is inside of you, that maybe you are a part of it. And then you get a little bit older still, and a bit more comfortable, and you start wondering whether that badness you've seen in yourself is really all that bad at all."
"I smiled down at Charlie, and I understood that he would be free now even if I would not. In this way the life that was in me would find its home in him now. It was not a sad feeling. I felt my heart take off lightly like a butterfly and I thought, yes, this is it, something has survived in me, something that does not need to run anymore, because it is worth more than all the money in the world and its currency, its true home, is the living. And not just the living in this particular country or in that particular country, but the secret, irresistible heart of the living. I smiled back at Charlie and I knew that the hopes of this whole human world could fit inside one soul. This is a good trick. This is called globalization. "

This morning we ventured out to the Los Angeles County Museum of Natural History. The museum is in Exopistion Park where the Coloseum is (where Mom's beloved Trojans play).

We had never been here before. It was fun. Pretty much what you would expect- dino bones, stuffed mammals, etc. There was also a cool exhibit of gemstones that we really liked.

There was also a whole exhibit about California history that we enjoyed looking at. They are updating it for a 2012 opening.
Not sure what's going on here, but I like it.




Things are coming together around here. My next project is the kitchen, adding some color and pictures. I think I might make some curtains for the window. After that I need to get a couch, coffee table, and television stand for the living room. Mostly I just want to add a lot of color to everything. I don't want to paint the walls, even though the blah colors bug me. Not so much in the living room because it has the chair rail and crown moulding but the bedroom color is so boring.
After I get the living room situated I will figure out something for the little dining area. It would be nice to get a small table with chairs.
And as a side note, did you know that you can buy scented trash bags? Is that not the coolest? I got a small trash can for the kitchen and some vanilla scented trash bags to go along with it.
So things are progressing along here. Still trying to get more ideas on colorful, cheap, cute decorating.
Most of the wishes were from children, some sweet, some sad. And there were some funny wishes also. I thought it was a really cool idea so I wrote something down.
Rodger didn't write anything, he just said his wish was to eat something.
His wish came true. We went to the Cheesecake Factory and Rodger ordered this hamburger.
"How does a gentleman eat this?" -Rodger
Let's just say it involved sleeve rolling and an extra plate.
Another fun night in Pasadena.


"We all know that a good person can be a bad artist. But no one will ever be a genuine artist unless he is a great human being and thus also a good one."


"I unscrewed the lid and set it aside. 'You can go,' I said. But the bees remained there, like planes on a runway not knowing they'd been cleared for takeoff. They crawled on their stalk legs around the curved perimeters of the glass as if the world had shrunk to the jar. I tapped the glass, even laid the jar on its side, but those crazy bees stayed put." Page 28
"Some people have a sixth sense, and some are duds at it. I believe I must have it, because the moment I stepped into the house I felt a trembling along my skin, a traveling current that moved up my spine, down my arms, pulsing out from my fingertips. I was practically radiating. The body knows things a long time before the mind catches up to them. I was wondering what my body knew that I didn't." Page 69
"She reminded me that the world was really one big bee yard, and the same rules worked fine in both places: Don't be afraid, as no life-loving bee wants to sting you. Still, don't be an idiot; wear long sleeves and long pants. Don't swat. Don't even think about swatting. If you feel angry, whistle. Anger agitates, while whistling melts a bee's temper. Act like you know what you're doing, even if you don't. Above all, send the bees love. Every little thing wants to be loved." Page 92
"She laughed again. 'You know, some things don't matter that much, Lily. Like the color of a house. How big is that in the overall scheme of life? But lifting a person's heart- now that matters. The whole problem with people is-' 'They don't know what matters and what doesn't.' I said filling in her sentence and feeling proud of myself for doing so. 'I was gonna say, The problem is they know what matters, but they don't choose it. You know how hard that is, Lily? I love May, but it was still so hard to choose Caribbean Pink. The hardest thing on earth is choosing what matters." Page 147
"August took Rosaleen's hand and pulled her over, then went on holding it, the way she used to hold May's sometimes, and it struck me that she loved Rosaleen. That she would change Rosaleen's name to July and bring her into their sisterhood." Page 203
" 'Every person on the face of the earth makes mistakes, Lily. Every last one. We're all so human. Your mother made a terrible mistake, but she tried to fix it.' 'Good night', I said, and rolled onto my side. 'There is nothing perfect,' August said from the doorway. 'There is only life.' " Page 256
" 'This Mary I am talking about sits in your heart all day long, saying, 'Lily, you are my everlasting home. Don't you ever be afraid. I am enough. We are enough.' " Page 289
"This is the moment I remember clearest of all- how I stood in the driveway looking back at them. I remember the sight of them standing there waiting. All these women, all this love, waiting." Page 299

